Susan Vapor

Hey everyone,

 Well we had our first weigh in on Saturday and I lost 4kg!!!! I was so shocked!!!! That is so much!!!! We had even had Subway and stuff, so I think I did really well!!!! I am not expecting to do that well this week though, because I had such a big loss last week. I will be happy with anything, so long as it’s a loss. We have been walking everyday, which I know must help!!! I am a bit annoyed on this program though, because I know when I was on Weightwatchers, you could have tea and coffee throughout the day with milk, and snacks and stuff, but with this one you can’t do that, unless it is herbal tea, I think it sucks!!! I want to lose weight, don’t get me wrong, but I want to enjoy my food still!!! On a cold day like today, I want to be able to enjoy a hot cuppa and not feel guilt because I am not supposed to have stuff between meals. It is so hard, salads and stirfrys all the time, you get sick of them really quickly!!! There is nothing like a good stew in winter!!! or vegemite on toast with a hot cup of tea for breakfast!!!! I just wish it wasn’t so hard, I believe that you can be healthy by having a balanced diet and exercising every day, not just by eating rabbit food all the time. I lost weight on weight watchers by eating normal but healthy, and that was with walking for 30 minutes a day, I am doing that now, but eating rabbit food, so yes, my weight should drop off quickly, but that means that I will put it on just as easily!!! It sucks!!!! I would rather lose weight slowly and keep it off than quickly and put it straight back on!!!! Oh well, I guess I am on it now, so I better just get over it and do it and stop whinging, but it is just so hard!!!!

Anyway, I should go, I will talk to you next week.

 Sue.

Hey Guys,

 Well we have been on our program for 3 days and it is so hard!!! Matt has had a migraine from the detox for the last 2 days, and he just really isn’t well. I am okay, just really really hungry!!!!! it is so hard this time around!!! All I do between meals is think about what I’m going to eat for my next meal!!! It is terrible!!!! I want to lose weight, don’t get me wrong, but sometimes I just think I want to be fat, just so that I don’t feel hungry anymore. I always get a headache in the afternoon, and I feel sick because I am so hungry!!!! I just wish we were allowed to eat snacks or something between meals!!! I don’t know, it’s just really hard, especially when you don’t work or anything. Being bored is the worst thing while on this program. I better lose weight this week because if I don’t I will be spewin!!!! I have been sticking to it in every way so you know!?! Anyway, I have a headache and looking at the computer screen is hurting my head.

Seeya! Sue.

Hey,

 Well I feel like a broken record, saying that I am going to lose weight and stick to it this time, blah blah blah……… Well any of you out there who have tried to lose weight and done so unsuccessfully will understand where I am coming from. There are so many things out there against you when you are trying to lose weight and it is really hard!!!! When I wrote to you with installment 8, I did plan to stick to it properly, but because healthy food is so expansive and we were very borke at the time, we couldn’t stick to the plan, it was just impossible!!! And to make it worse, when I told the lady at Sureslim, she thought it was a cop out!!!! She didn’t exactly say so, but I knew she was thinking that from the tone of her voice. but seriously, to eat healthy costs so much more than eating unhealthy, and I don’t mean unhealthy as in take out, I mean rice, pasta and bread etc. We aren’t supposed to have this stuff, but lets face it, when you are broke it is so much cheaper to buy filling bad stuff, than filling healthy stuff, so what are you supposed to do!?!

Anyway, finances are a little better and I am sick and tired of feeling like shit so we are going back on our plan : ) It is gonna be hard, but I have set goals and I am hoping to stick to them. I am gonna make the most of the time we have left on our program and try to reach my goal weight by the end of it. It will be very tough, but if I work really hard then I reckon I can achieve what I want. I will keep you updated like I did before, and hopefully every week there will be a positive result!

 Anyway, time to go, will fill you in at the starting point on Saturday!!!

 Seeya!!!! Sue : )