Susan Vapor

Hey everyone,

 So here it is, 4 days till Christmas and I am still nowhere near losing much weight. We had a big thing happen in our family and it put all of our weight loss on hold for a while. I thought we would be really strong and stick to the plan, or at least stay pretty healthy, but we have started to go back to old habbits I didn’t realise how good I felt when we were on the program until now, when I feel really crappy!! I can feel that I have put on the weight I have lost, I just hope I haven’t put all of it back on!! It scares me to think that we were on the program for over 2 months and that in the short time we have gone off it, I have put weight on! It has really made me realise that I can’t go back to this lifestyle without repercussions!! It is a life change and I need to stick to it down to the T! If I don’t do this, I will end up huge for the rest of my life and I really don’t want that! I want to feel so good about myself, and living this lifestyle just doesn’t make me feel like that, it doesn’t even make me happy! I am gonna get over this Christmas period and then just start back on the program, no questions asked. Yes I have temptations in our fridge and cupboard, but I always will have, so if I can resist them now when it is the hardest and most cruicial point in my life, then I can do it later on down the track! Wish me luck everyone, I will keep you updated!

 Merry Christmas!

Sue.