Susan Vapor

  Hey Guys,

 So for all of my life I have been obese, and tonight I was watching the Biggest Loser Special, Engaged Couples, and it made me think about Matt and my wedding in December last year. Don’t get me wrong, I had the best day ever, but I look at our photos and I can’t help but wonder what I would have looked like if I was healthier and skinnier. I’m sure all you women out there have thought similar things a one time or another, even some of you guys too! Well the reason I am writing is because I am sick of being the way I am, I have applied to go on the ext series of Biggest Loser, but short of getting on the show, which is very unlikely just because there will be so many applicants, I want to lose weight. I know I need to lose weght to be healthier and I know it will make me feel happier, but I keep coming up against a barrier. It’s like a wall which stops me from going ahead with losing weight. I keep making excuses and saying I will start tomorrow or after the weekend, but that day never seems to come. Does anyone out there have the same trouble?? I just wish I could motivate myself to do it, I couldn’t even find the motivation to lose weight for our wedding and that scares me, if I couldn’t do it then, what motivation will I need to lose weight now!?! I was saying to Matt earlier tonight that it would be so nice o be slimmer to go to my Dad’s 60th in January next year, and he agrees, so I worked out how many weeks there is starting on Monday and it works out to 31 weeks, so potentially I could lose at least 31kg, but it seems like such a huge task. I know I should be thinking about small goals, but I can’t help but think about the big goal. Does anyone out there have any advice? I have tried so many things, and being broke maks it difficult to join a gym or weight loss program, I could really use some advice. Right now, I have made the decision that I am going to try and lose weight starting tomorrow, so check out my first picture, and hopefully in about a month I will upload one that looks a little different. I will keep you all updated on my progress good and bad, maybe by doing this I will stay on track. Wish me luck and don’t forget about the advice, I really need it. Thanks, Sue.

Hey Guys, this is a story I wrote a while back, I liked it so I hope you all enjoy it! 

She sat there, on the soft, green, grassy hill, gazing into the distant skies. She didn’t have one thought in particular, just a mess of thoughts, which ran through her head at 100kmph. The sky is beautiful today, more so than any other day. It is clear and blue and the birds glide on the peaceful wind. As she sat there, hour after hour, the sun slowly descended in the sky. The beautiful town and mountains were becoming silhouettes to the bright fiery orange sky. Soon the sun would disappear behind the ancient, ever standing mountains. The sky would turn from orange to pink and then finally, fade into the dark blue black night.  

     As she sat there, and took in the beauty of the last of the remaining day, a sort of peace and calmness came over her. She had never felt so completely at ease in her life. She lay back on the soft grass, and as the never-ending sky turned from day to night, she closed her old and tired eyes, and drew her last breath of life. One lonely tear ran down her rosy pink cheek, as she remembered the everlasting skies.

Hey Guys,

Is anyone out the interested in Big Brother? I am, don’t get me wrong I am not addicted, but tonight I thought I would go online and try and enter the Big Brother up late games. I logged on and it says you have to call the number to enter, the thing is though, that when I called to enter, you don’t get to enter, you have to be chosen to play, so in order to gain a chance at this you have to keep calling, costing you 55cents a call. All in all I think it is rigged! We should at least get the chance to leave our details and the answer to the quiz and be drawn out or something. Does anyone else feel the same way? I think it is really sucky! Anyway, that is my rant for the day, I just thought I would share it with you all. Seeya, Sue.

Okay everyone, I thought I should let you know that I am a major Harry Potter fan!! I have read this book and I am currently reading it again and I am enjoying it even more than the fist time! I can’t wait for this installment of the movie series to come out, and for those of you whole are also interested in it, I will leave you the link to look at the preview. I am interested to know how different the movie and the book will be, as I have not read any of the other books which have had movies made from them, however my friend have told me that they are quite different. Either way I don’t really care, I will love them all!!! Anyway enjoy if you chose to watch!

Hey Everyone,

 So this is my first post as you all know. My husband Matt has been bugging me for the last week and a bit to start up a blog, he is convinced that I will love it, and he even set the whole thing up for me!!! Anyway, I thought I would give it a go and see if I do like it. Usually I start off with a couple of entries and then I don’t continue on with it, so if I don’t make an entry for ages don’t be surprised. The problem is that I never really know what to write about, I can never think of stuff to put on here that you will all be interested in reading, but I suppose the point is to just write about stuff that is on my mind or that I find interesting or whatever. So the first thing I am going to let you all know is that my laptop keyboard is pissing me off! Some of the keys don’t work sometimes and it makes it seem like I am a very bad speller, when in actual fact it is just my keyboard being a pain in the bum! So that is what I am thinking right about now. Anyway, I will leave you all to ponder about whether or not you wll visit my blog again, have a nice night!